What Having Anxiety Feels Like

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Meghan Rienks
Published at : 23 Dec 2020
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I wrote this piece a few months ago when I tried to explain to somebody how it feels inside my head. I was diagnosed with depression, anxiety and ADHD over a year ago and every day is different story. In hopes to wrap my head around the feelings inside my brain- I thought I'd open it up for you all. You are not alone.

If you or somebody you know is dealing with something too much for them to handle alone, talk to somebody:
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